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Blog: A Bad Colts Fan?
Am I a Bad Colts Fan?
1/13/2008 6:30 PM
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Is it horrible that I am not really that upset about losing the game? In fact, I'm kind of relieved, but it makes me feel horrible that I feel this way. Usually after losing a game I have to convince myself that it's ok and that it's not the end of the world or anything, but today, I felt very unaffected by it. It's like I almost preferred losing so we wouldn't have to worry about the Patriots and all the media hype. I know that if we had happened to lose next week, I would not be handling it quite so well, so I'm kinda satisfied with losing now. Maybe I'm just ready for the offseason (something I have never ever said before and something that I have never even thought of saying), ready to start preparing for next year. Again, I feel horrible about saying that, but no matter how many times I told myself that we were going back to the superbowl, I just couldn't picture it really happening. Last year, from the very beginning of the year I continually proclaimed that the Colts would be the champs. When our run defense was virtually non-existent, I still stood by them, daring anyone to contradict me. But this year, even though we had no apparent weakness (besides the slew of injuries of course), I never had that kind of confidence in them. Realizing that I felt this way is much more painful and harder for me to handle than the loss itself. Am I just the worst Colts fan in the world, or does anyone else feel this way?
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